*sigh*

WHY DO I FEEL SO BAD?
So what if I was the last one to come to know about something momentous.
WHY AM I SO HURT?
So what if the person to whom it happened to is(was) someone I considered very close to me?
So what if I had to know of it through someone to else minutes before I was told by the person concerned?
WHY DO I FEEL SO LEFT OUT?
Like i'm not in the circle anymore? Was i Ever 'in' the 'circle'?
So what if the person concerned is feeling terrible for not having told me before?
Why should I forgive him?