mISSING!

It's Saturday. Again . And it feels like yesterday that it was Monday. Last week's monday. Where did my time go?*shakes fist at the heavens* Gimme back my ten days, dude.Or at least some idea as to what I have been up to.Other than the feeling that my brains have turned to molasses.

Yaaaaargh.

Tagged!

I'm tired and my head hurts and I don't feel like writing a real post, so I'm gonna do the "seven things" meme that's been floating around. I have been floating around. I have been officially tagged by samantha. So let's get started!

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARES ME
-Heights, I'm getting better at this, but I start to panic if I'm to high up.
-Meeting new people, I get knots in my stomach if I know I have to.
-Horror movies
-Dogs,....(no..no)
-My future
-Losing loved ones in general
-Being stuck in a small place where I can't breathe

SEVEN THINGS i LIKE
-Travel that opens my mind's eye and broadens my horizon
-Books
-Gatherings with my cousins as I cherish them
-Hanging out with close friends
-Freedom
-Dark chocolate
-Food

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM
-My bed
-mirror
-Cd-player
-cupboard
-CDS
-books
-Clothes (duh)

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
- I am random
-I'm always online...because I can't go out at night.
-I am tall
-I believe in karma
-I can't cook
-I have a really,really bad sense of direction
- I'm open-minded

SEVEN THINGS i PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE
-Skydive
-charity
-go to a local university (atleast)
-learn to cook well
-be a millionaire (fat hope)
-Visit all the seven wonders of the world
-find a life partner

SEVEN THINGS i CAN DO
-Dance
-Sing
-go anywhere and not be prissy about things
-Cry while watching movies
-Work under constant pressure'
-shop for hours
-Write really fast

SEVEN THINGS i CAN'T DO
-puT on a fake smile
-Say "I LOVE U" when I don't really mean it
-Eat tomato just like that
-Not feel bad if I just walk pass a beggar without giving him any money
-Leave a messy and dirty room as it is(in my own house)
-Get straight to the point
-Tolerate rude behaviour

SEVEN THINGS i SAY MOST
-What
-Hey,ppl
-yah..
-oh really
-mmmmmhmmm
-whatever
-oh gosh

SEVEN PEOPLE WHO WILL HAVE TO DO THIS
-i'M not gonna tag anybody because the tag above has made the rounds already and everybody pretty much answered this.

" A walk to remember"

Hey everyone....
I just got back from school.Since my school life are such a big part of my life(school starts at 7.30a.m and ends at 1.10 p.m) , 6 hours per day, 30 hours per week excluding saturday and sunday. I thought I'd give all you people who are jobless enough to read my blog an insight into my school life, so you may also experience the"joy" I do throughout my 6 hours school per day.
My school is located right beside "Jabatan Filem Negara". As my classroom is situated 2 to 3 km(am not exaggerating) away from the school gate, so I have to force myself to walk to my classroom. I am greeted warmly by the aroma of rubbish bin (stinks) wafting through my nostrils. As I approach my class,this smell becomes so overpowering that I am forced to pinch my nose as hard as I can to avoid passing out. I run to my classroom as fast as possible.can I despite the feelings of nausea and dizzyness that overcome me. On the rare occasions that I don't pass out due to these overwhelming sensations ,I proceed to the class doorstep and enter the class. The room in which the actual"teaching" is conducted is roughly the size of a (never-mind-I-don't -want-to-mention-it)..There is no toilet nearby our classroom.DAMN! *note this down..(If u want to go to the toilet u have to walk another 2 km way from the classroom). There is some sort of device attached to the ceiling which spins around and around (the teacher continuously refer to this object as a fan).This always puzzled me, as even though it looks somewhat like a fan.it's function seems to be in no way related to a that of a fan. There are 17 students in my class and guess who is the class monitor? Well..err..yEAH IT'S ME!! so get the picture ,how noisy the class will be if there's no teacher in the class? ha..ha..ha..and yah before I forget there are hell loads of mosquitos.(arghhh..).
Anyway ... once the teacher's starts teaching , my eyes slowly close.Its as if suddenly, there are heavy stones in my eyelids and I just CAN NOT keep my eyes open. I try my hardest to force them open but it doesn't work. With my eyes closed, I try to take down notes in my notebook. The teacher keeps looking at me and asking me if I understood.With a great deal of effort, I force my eyes open and look at her and surprisingly , manage a half a node. And so class proceeds. Invariably, I awaken sometime in the middle of the class, when she announces a test. I very enthusiastically join the rest of the class in their attempts to persuade her not to conduct any such test.Once this discussion is concluded, and a test date is announced, the stones somehow work their way back into my eyelides, and I gradually fall back into my usual state of half-sleep. Each 6 hour class feels like a year atleast.
Now THAT's what I call learning!! :P

Something is not right!!

I don't know what happened to me?...Numb.. sad...angry...??? I don't know! .. I feel so unhappy and the best part is I dunno why? God, what'z wrong with me? Why? I never felt like this before! Goodness...somebody help me! and I hate it! With hate in capital H, capital A, capital T and capital E, bold and italicized for further enhancement.....*sob..sob*

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Today is one of those days when I really wanted to talk.Just talk about all those thoughts pent up within me,thoughts that are killing me. The only reason I don't want to talk about them is because they don't make any sense (just like this post if you are actually reading this).Have you ever tried to trace yours thoughts back? If you are actually as jobless as I am, try it one day. The place where you actualy end up will have nothing what so ever to do with where you stared out from. This always amazes me. Memories are mind's way of remembering and caring. Maybe I care too much. The first thing I did this morning when I woke up was to look out of my window. Just standing there and looking out makes me feel great. It doesn't have the world's greatest view. But I love standing there and watching people go on with their mundane daily chores. The bachelor who lives in the opposite house, working out and desperately trying to pump up, the little girl who lives in the same building running all over the place to get ready to school,the two little girls who are holding hands, waiting for their school bus , the housewife next door hurrying to the gym after packing off her daughter to school, the guy next door washing his car, all the housewives haggling with vegetable vendor on the street, the construction workers getting ready for a hard day's work. Something was happening with everyone around. It got me thinking about myself, my life. All the things that are going wrong and all the things that are going right, all the things I'm missing, all the things I'm desperately yearning for, all things I'm turning a blind eye to and all the things I'm running after.
Nostalgia, home-sickness and loneliness are not exactly the world's greatest combination.

The laws of life..

1) The two most common element in the universe are hydrogen and stupidity.

2) If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.

3) Money can't buy happiness. But it makes misery easier to live with.

4) Psychiatrists say that 1 of 4 people are mentally ill. Check three friends. If they're OK,
you're it.

5) Nothing in the own universe travels faster than a bad check.

6) A truly wise man never plays leapfrog with a unicorn.

7) It has recently been discovered that research causes cancer in rats.

8) Always remember to pillage BEFORE you burn.

9) If you are given an open-book exam, you will forget your book.

10) COROLLARY: If you are given a take-home test, you will forget where you live.

11) The trouble with doing something right the first time is that nobody appreciates how difficult
it was.

12) It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.

13) Paul's Law: You can't fall off the floor.

14) The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average
man can see better than he can think.

15) Clothes make the man.Naked people have little or no influence on society.

16) Vital papers will demonstrate their vitality by moving from where you left them to
where you can't find them.

17) Law of Probability Dispersal: Whatever it is that hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.

PS : Groan!

STOP!!

I've had it! Enough of homeworks. Enough of studying.

Enough.

All of us(my friends and I) used to be a happy bunch of people. Now we're all...bleargh. There is no life left in us.

I hate it! Hate.

Seriously, I've had enough of homeworks , enough studying , enough pretending to study.Enough of it all.

I think i'm going to stop studying. Take a look at the world and see if its still going round. Enjoy my last few days of the year.

Actually, I think not. Assignments to hand in tommorow. Have to go and do it! Have to go study.Damn...Stpm..sucks!

Bleargh.

Ta.