Am not the same anymore....

I don't know whether i am doing the right thing? I'm so stuck,chaotic state,dissapointed....Why am i getting so stressed up for a small matter?affecting friendship...affecting my life...... i tried my level best to be the same...i tried to control my anger. I want to be the same..i don't want to fight over a small silly thing. ...I am really scared because things aren't the same anymore...different environment,new friends, all those post i got is damn tiring and stressful... I used to be a normal girl back then, leading normal life with peaceful environment, circle of wonderful friends.(I miss u ..ppl!) ..I really wish you guyz was here for me! The fact that i am not trying to control my anger makes me wants to slap my face but i know myself, i am doing the right thing. I'm trying to find the real me,,,,
Am i the same kousalia??

MISS ME?? Am back! :))

I know it's been ages since I've posted. Alot has happened. And there's so much going on inside this lil brain of mine, I don't know where to start. So, I'm just going to let things be. It's what I ask everyone else in my situation to do. Stop thinking. What will be, will be. Na.. I'm not contradicting myself. It's well.. either you understand what I'm saying or you don't :)A lot of times.. one just needs this person who can help steady you. Help you to keep from falling. By not doing anything more that being there for you and listening to you without being judgemental. You know who you are, thank you.And to everyone else who has taken the trouble to visit... life's precious baba. Each day has a lot many firsts... enjoy them. Each day has a lot many surprises and cute moments... savor them. At the end of the day remember that you are needed and loved... and like Keating says it,



I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat, but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed...

I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean,
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance... I hope you dance.

I hope you never fear the mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Living might mean taking chances..
But they're worth taking.
Lovin' might be a mistake...
But it's worth making.
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to selling out.. Reconsider,
Give the heaven's above, more than just a passing glance..
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance... I hope you dance.

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door opens, I hope one more opens,
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance..

I hope you dance.
I hope you dance.

Wishing you guys all the love in life! May God bless..

57 things that make life worth living.

1)Blowing the gel out of gel pens.
2)Being loud at inappropriate times.
3) Smelling the rain and drinking hot coffee at the same time.
4)Hot chocolate just after getting soaked.
5)Feeling your stomach hurt after laughing too much.
6)That feeling of being in a movie.
7)Everything about the beach.
8)Hearing the right song at the right time.
9)Hugs when you really need them.
10)Knowing that someone understands without having to tell them.
11)Waking up really late after one hell of a crazy night.
12)Singing
13)Lying on the beach at night staring at the stars.
14)Realizing your crush likes you.
15)Road trips with friends.
16)Sleepovers with no sleep involved.
17)Dancing in the rain.
18)Sparkly purply stuff
19)Feeling loved.
20)foodfight with gooey food.
21)Making people laugh.
22)Being part of a winning team.
23)New clothes.
24)Being happy high.
25)Smelling nice and knowing it.
26)Going into random stores, trying on stuff,taking pictures and then leaving.
27)Laughing for no reason at all.
28)Big bear hugs.
29)Chocodip ice cream.
30)Seeing someone you love after a long time.
31)Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
32)laughing and crying at the same time.
33)Crying when you see or hear something really beautiful.
34)Looong walks with friends.
35)People playing with your hair.
36)Wearing prettiful clothes.
37) Exchanging lame-o-supremeo jokes and laughing until you cry.
38)Knowing that you aren't the only one.
39)Doing well in an exam.
40)Gossip.
41)Knowing something no one else does.
42)People remembering you as that girl who won that competition.
43)people you don't know recognizing you.
44)Having long late conversations.
45)Having No work to do.
46)Presents.
47)Knowing you did the right thing.
48)Doing something nice for someone you love.
49)Being in your happy special world.
50)Going fast on an open highwaywith the windows down and the music up.
51)Secrets
52)Compliments
53)Reading a really good book.
54)People calling at midnight to wish you a happy birthday.
55)Being the best.
56)Going crazy
57)Making Lists.....

HAPPY 2007!!!! :D